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Rooting for the other team

Out of boredom, I googled an old crush. I found his myspace page and I suspect he is rooting for the other team. I swear he wasn’t that way when we were in uni. He even dated someone briefly and if I had pursued him further – I went on one date with him – we would’ve been a couple, too.

I was attracted to him because he was/is a sweet guy. He got along with everyone and he was even liked by the lecturers. But after that one movie date, I decided he was a little boring. Not that I had a super exciting personality then – or now for that matter – but I knew that my fantasy version of him was worlds apart from the reality. So, I nipped the relationship in the bud, so to speak, and decided to turn down other ensuing dates. I was a little harsh. Everytime he asked me out, I told him I was busy and all that. I felt guilty then but I knew I had to do it. I was desparate for a boyfriend then but not THAT desparate! 🙂

So I guess it is for the best. I still have a soft spot for him, though 🙂



Suziemclean is a Piscean who can't swim. She is 40 and married to a wonderful (younger) man who makes her laugh, and finds her corny sense of humour "endearing". She lives with her husband, family and cat in Shah Alam.

One thought on “Rooting for the other team

  1. salam suzie,

    admire u coz rajin updet entry. As one age, the experience adds up.
    People 10 years younger or 20 years younger or even friend u don’t see for sometimes, changes so much.
    Me too, I’m glad to mature now.

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